29. Getaway Part II (Written Entry: 02.15.24)

the silence doesn’t scare me here.

the stillness doesn’t frighten me.

I don’t feel judgements of the simple things I want to do. I don’t feel the rush or the push or the impending “should’s” looming over every day. I feel confident in my choice to lay in this bed, open my book, and savor the natural light pouring through the floor to ceiling window at my right side.

I feel space

I feel breath

I feel comfortable

I feel confident in my simplicity.

I feel love.